“The Lord, your God, is with you wherever you go.” Joshua 1:9
What was I thinking? That was the question I chastised myself with on the drive to Costco. I volunteered to prepare dinner for my Bible study group and was audibly questioning and laughing at myself about my dessert choice. Greek was on the dinner menu, so I decided to make a Greek dessert. The problem was that I had never made the recipe, had never even tasted it, and couldn’t even pronounce the name of it. The night before our fellowship, the baking endeavor started. Baking is not a struggle for me, so I figured this would be no big deal. I assembled all the ingredients and then decided to read the reviews and soon discovered this was a very technique-sensitive dish and a process I had never done before. I realized this would be a big deal, and it was 9 pm. I thought to myself, let’s abandon ship and make a pound cake. Everyone loves a pound cake and strawberries, right?
Opting not to give in to trepidation, I decided to trudge forward with the Greek dessert. I was definitely out of my comfort zone with this decision. Over the past couple of years, God has taught me that being comfortable is not a place He desires me to stay. Deciding to sell a cherished home, buying a new home in a different state, moving and leaving friends and family, attending a new church, and retiring are all very uncomfortable. Feelings of fear, questions of why, and doubt name just a few of the emotions that creep into our minds when God calls us to be uncomfortable. Yet, when God calls, we must obey. And He promises that when we ask, He will lavishly give His wisdom: “If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you” (James 1:5). Throughout the Bible, the people God used were constantly living outside their comfort zones. God was always moving, molding, and calling them to trust Him and look to Him for wisdom and guidance in unfamiliar, uncomfortable places. I’m starting to learn that following God outside of our comfort zones allows us to experience Him in new and exciting ways. If we stay locked inside the mundaneness of predictable lives, we often settle for a safe, calculated, and pale Christian life.
If we desire to increase our impact for God, that can often involve stepping outside our safe place. With all the changes that have occurred and continue to evolve, I have started questioning my purpose and how I will make a difference for God. When God appointed Joshua after the death of Moses to lead the Israelites across the Jordon, He promised, “I will never leave you or forsake you.” The Lord instructed Joshua to meditate on the Word day and night and to be strong and courageous (Joshua 1:1-9). The Lord provided everything Joshua needed to fulfill his calling and purpose. I am discovering that my purpose is not anchored in my occupation, where I go to church, or even where I live. My purpose is to trust God and be obedient to His guidance and direction no matter how uncomfortable the road may be. He alone is my purpose. And that’s your Tuesday Tidbit.
The picture is of the Portokalopita (Greek orange phyllo cake). All the Bible study Ladies were very gracious to give it a try. I bought a Costco cheesecake just in case, but it was not needed; all my fears and concerns were resolved when the Portokalopita was declared delicious.